Happy Valentines Day Mat ♥

I know time will come, that we will be able to hold each other’s hands,

That we will be able to cuddle and kiss each other under the moonlight.

Someday, we will be able to walk in the park,

Or make sand castles on the beach.

I know one day, I will be able to kiss you for real.

Touch your skin so gently and play with your hair with my fingers.

The thought of it excites me. The thought of it makes me happy.

I can’t wait for that day to happen, I can’t wait for that day to come.

For now, I can only whisper to the wind “I love you.”

I know this heartfelt greetings will reach you.

Patiently and Lovingly, I will wait for you.

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Submission and Domination ♥

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Second Life has a very bold, interesting and fun side. Submission and Domination.

Although I am not an active participant of the whole S & M roleplay, from  time to time,  I would hang out with my best friend Abbey and she would introduce me to both fun and serious side of domination. Now, I know I am on the dominant side. a FemDom, since I know what I want and I will get it when I want it. My submission is only for the one I love and no one else. I can’t fully tell if I can totally partake S & M as I know that it will take a tremendous amount of time to fully understand the whole role play. S & M is not a game or simply about ridiculous sexual activities and tortures. It is a lifestyle, there is a culture, and it has it’s own disciplined community.

If there is anything that I truly enjoy about S & M is that it helped me get over my inhibitions and I learned about the many fetishes of people. You get to know the other side of a person, most of the time, the adventurous or wild part of their persona. On Second Life, there are many sims you can visit to witness or help you understand the lifestyle. Some of the places that I went to are the following:

  1. The Chamber
  2. The House of V
  3.  Sole Desire

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Call it BDSM, S&M or Fetish, there should be no judgment on the people who tries them. All of us, RL or SL has a fantasy of becoming either submissive or dominant and sometimes it takes some kink to bring that hidden side of our personality. Don’t be shy to share what you think. So, are you a dominant or submissive?

Avatar Detail ♥

Hair & Mask ::: Trompeur from Lelutka

Top & Bottom ::: Siren NR1 Black from Pixicat

Footwear ::: Pointed Toe Boots Black for Maitreya from Reign

Chair 1 ::: Domination Throne – F/M White from WS Creations

Chair 2 ::: The Armchair Black from Abiss Interior Design

*** Special thanks to Abbey Bigboots for lending me the Mistress Chairs and watch out for her upcoming blog about FemDom.

Happy Birthday to Me ♥

The start of year 2016 is so crazy for me. My RL took over and I was not able to update my blog but hopefully, by 2nd week of February, I will be able to be productive on SL. By the way, I should remind myself to unpack all of the gifts and items I got from SL. My inventory is loaded with a lot of boxes and notecards that needed attention .. just thinking about it makes me want to faint.  I love the month of January only because it is my RL birthday month, and yes I don’t like the fact that I will be adding another year to my age but it does not really matter because I never really cared about getting old. There is so much that I want to accomplish this year both in personal and profession, I have to stay focus and continue to be positive to achieve them.

Someone asked me what is my birthday wish .. they are very simple actually but takes a lot of effort to achieve. First is good health for me and my loved ones, continued success in everything I do, peace of mind and contentment, and the last but not the least, to finally be with my love Mat (and marry him LOL). I am super duper excited and can’t wait to see what fabulous things is in store for me this year.

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If you are wondering what sim on SL I took my photo from, well, it is the most popular strip and dance club in SL, The Pink Velvet Club. The #1 strip club recently celebrated it’s 7th anniversary and they promise more fun stuff happening this year 2016. It is one of my favorite places on SL and I hope you can all come down and party with amazing dancers and friends of the club.

Oh, if you see me on SL and I dont respond to your IM, please don’t hate me because I am on my vacation. I am spending my birthday in an awesome resort with my family. I will be back inworld by mid February to DJ, Blog, and hang out with you all my friends. Kisses ♥

Details ♥

Top ::: Jessica Loose Tank by Erratic

Bottom ::: Jersey Brief by Erratic

Top photo Hair ::: Out of the Woods by Exile

Bottom Photo Hair ::: Irena Hair by Boudoir

Footwear ::: Lydie D. Booties by Ingenue

Necklace ::: Violette Cut Bead Boho by Maxi Gossamer

Bottom Photo Lingerie ::: Delice Lingerie by Erratic

Sim ::: The Pink Velvet Club

The Gift of Christmas ♥

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The Holiday is here and everyone is getting crazy with all the fun stuff happening both in real life and Second life. In real life, I will be working on both Christmas eve and day, not fun, I know but, I need to do it since I will be on and off holiday on January. I need to cover tons of hours at work so I can afford to travel on my birthday month. Dec 30 and onward, it will be my time with family who will be coming over from Canada so, no work for me on those days and that is when I will be in my lazy mode, I will be in my bed watching re-runs of my fave tv show while eating lots of chocolates – Hello Diabetes! (LOL).

Christmas is the season for giving and there are sooo many generous store owners on SL that are giving away awesome gifts. Be sure to visit your favorite stores because for sure, they have something amazing in store for you. I received my gifts very early this December. I am not sure if I am allowed to say this but I will say it anyways. The great Meli Imako has assigned me to do photographs for her marketplace. It is an honor to be working for someone who has been sharing her knowledge and talent in creating and building objects on SL. I will do my very best to showcase the beauty of her items through my photography, I so hope to give justice to it. I will also be featured as a the newest blogger on SL, stay tuned for that. I shall write a blog post dedicated to that adventure … I am so excited!

When I was young, I did not get gifts every Christmas. I grew up living a very simple life in RL. The money that my mom had was only enough to buy rice and fish and I remember that every Christmas eve and day, we are just inside our house waiting for the day to be over. Having new clothes and shoes for the holidays is considered a luxury for me and my siblings. What others considered as a normal thing every Christmas is considered too fancy for us. At a young age, I understood that I can never have what other kids had. During my teens, I was gifted with a very nice top but since I was not used to receiving gifts, I gave it back to the person who gave it to me because I was too shy. I felt not deserving of that gift, I was terrified and do not know what to do with it. A part of me loves it so much but a part of me is too embarrass to be seen holding a fancy wrapped box. The person who gave it to me told me to keep it and that it is mine. It was a nice feeling, and I never forgot that day, that feeling, that moment.

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We did not have a lot in RL, but we have just enough to survive during those times. I grew up understanding the value of having simple things. There were many gifts that my mom has given to me and my siblings. The gift of education and contentment. Now that I am an adult, I became very ambitious, I work so hard and I always do what will make me happy. I am not into material things but every now and then, I would spoil myself with something really beautiful – of course, I also spoil my mom with everything she likes as she deserves it more than I do.

This Christmas,  I hope that you will all get the gifts that you like to get but always remember to count your blessings. What’s important is your love for everything and everyone. I hope that you get to spend the holidays with your loved ones. I wish everyone good health, peace of mind and endless happiness. God bless you all and Merry Christmas!

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Hair ::: Baby Blue by Lamb

Sweater ::: Cozy Sweater by Pixicat

Pants ::: Mia Jeans in Black by Blueberry

Footwear ::: Queluz Pump Fatpack by Hucci

Hat ::: Happy New Year Hat by Monso

Antler ::: Antlers with Decorations by Linsey Nolan

Pose ::: Sexpot by oOo Studio

Sim and Decor ::: Depoz Christmas Boutique

Me and my Boyfriend ♥

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I am very proud to say that me and my partner, Mat, have been together for three solid years in Second Life. I still find myself chuckling whenever I remember how I met him. I was on a dance pole, doing my sexy dances when I saw him landed at The Pink Velvet Club. He was wearing this odd looking beach shorts with a noobie skin and hair. I said Hi to him and he was nice enough to go on the couch and started talking to me. He was a gentleman and quite generous with tips, to think I did not even take off my bikinis. We started talking about where we were located in RL and pretty much talked about each other’s real stuff. I thought he was just one of those men who will talk to me today and never again tomorrow, it was an SL stripper thing – LOL .. by the way, he never asked for sex No No No!

Click on video above – this was my gift for Mat on Valentines Day 2013

Mat and I are friends first, then lovers. The constant conversation on Skype and knowing that he would stay up until 1 AM for me even if he has to work at 7 am the next day, made me realize that this guy must be up to something “nice”. I get excited when he goes online and I love spending countless hours with him – there is never a dull moment with my love. We love to laugh, watch movies online, we love to make fun of people – and each other too LOL. When he finally asked me if he can add me to real life Facebook, I was so happy, and then one day he told me that, he would love to make our relationship a real one and that there is no need for him to be on SL all the time since he has always wanted me to be his Real Life love … I almost faint! After 3 years, we are still together … we had our ups and downs, we went through it all. I am very happy that we were able to endure each other’s dramatic moment.

It is never easy to have this virtual and long distance relationship. He is from Canada, I am from the Philippines. Since we want to make it work, we work hard to make it work. My frustration of being away from him, not being able to cuddle, kiss and hold hands is really heartbreaking but I need to accept it because that is how it is for now. If there is anything that I really treasure about my relationship with Mat is that we have created our own world on SL. We have a beautiful beach home, we have a stubborn perverted cat, Sphynx, we both love to put our avatars in awkward positions (LOL) and we just enjoy discovering new things inworld.

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I don’t really know if it is still possible but, maybe someday, me and my love, Mat, will meet in real life. If not, I will still treasure the good  times and will wish him the best as I know, that he has a good heart. Second Life has been good to me, Mat is one of it’s amazing gifts and it is also a reason why I still believe there are good people in the community. I know for a fact there are genuine real love stories on SL and I hope that you will find and make your own love story too. Love love love ❤

Dawn’s Avatar Detail

Head ::: Logo Alex Mesh Head and Aria Dark Tone from Lara Hurley

Hair ::: Foxy by Truth Hair

Footwear ::: Lucy Wedges in Rose from CandyDoll

Top ::: Cropped Top in Pink from Blueberry

Bottom ::: Sylvia Shorts in White from Blueberry

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Head :::  Belleza

Body ::: The Mesh Project (TMP)

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Pet ::: French Bulldog from O.M.E.N. for The Arcade Gacha gift

Pose on Couch ::: Gamer Couple from Belle Poses for Winter Trend 2015

Pose Standing ::: 111 from Pose Maniacs

Heart Forever ♥

 

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Three years ago I created an alt that will serve as my storage and in-charge of all home decor and landscaping tools. I named her HeartForever – my avatar that represents the creative side of me when it comes to decorating sims. Heart does not go to clubs but, she enjoys live performances on SL. She only has four friends on her list and she even hides from them as she does not like to talk to anyone. She pretty much just exist but definitely no life at all.

Lately, I noticed that I have started to use Heart as my getaway. She has been interacting a lot with others – even friendlier than my main avatar. She has a personality now and starting to develop a habit of shopping for home and outdoor decors that I pretty much will never use, or even unpack. I know it is weird that my main avatar will have to use an alt to have a getaway on  SL when my reason for being on SL is to have a getaway from real life. I guess what I am trying to say is, I have become workaholic on SL too. Sad but true.

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Heart is different from my main avatar, Dawn. She does not shop for fancy clothes, she only has four special outfits. She is also a  100% mesh – Ball Jointed Doll which I purchased from *COCO* BJD Avatar Store. The store offers free mesh heads and a few outfits for the bolted doll avatar. When I log in as Heart, I feel free and I don’t feel any pressure to do anything special on SL for anyone else’s happiness. Heart Forever represents another side of me – which is the love for decorating and landscaping. Though I want to keep some “ME” time when logged in as Heart, feel free to say Hi when you see her 🙂 Just a Hi okay? No conversation please LOL :p

The Avatar details :

Hair ::: Sian Crystal Violet from Wasabi Pills

Avatar ::: *COCO* BJD Avatar

Head ::: Kyoto Head from *COCO* BJD Avatar

Costume ::: Kimono and Doll Sheep Sweater Beige from *COCO* BJD Avatar

Explore like a Bee Inworld ♥

 

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When I created my Second Life, I was aiming to be a singer because I just love singing. I do not have a professional singing voice but I believe I can carry a tune (Reverb effects can make a huge difference LOL). It was my real life cousin who told me that I can be anything I want to be in this virtual community. I signed up on year 2012 but it was year 2013 when I decided to download the SL viewer and first logged in to SL. Inworld was a beauty but I do not know where to go and what to do. I kept asking myself what is there to do on Second Life?

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Exploring the grid is a must if you are a new resident. There are many creative people who invested a lot of time, money and creativity on the many sims. I always say that Second Life is a fantasy world, therefore one must make the most of it. From the majestic castles and manors to the amazing villages created for those who love to role play … you can’t help but just be in awe. Do not forget to visit underwater sights, so many residents have created sea creatures that are beyond your imagination. Always visit the Second Life Destination Guide for more information on where to find the best sims to explore.

If you love music and want to entertain people, you can try and be a singer, dancer, hostess or a club DJ. There are clubs or groups that offers training if you want to be employed inworld. You can also be a fashion designer, a model, builder of residential and commercial structures.

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I mentioned I love singing but my dream of becoming a singer on SL has not happened yet, but I am getting there slowly – I just need to practice more at those cute Karaoke bars inworld. Right now, I am just enjoying being a DJ, an assistant manager of a very popular strip club and a blogger … as you can see, I am a busy bee on SL (LOL). Whenever I have nothing to do, I still explore the gorgeous sims of the grid and make friends with some of the residents I bump into. It is always fun to meet new people, you learn from them and they learn from you.

I hope you will find new things to do on Second Life and take advantage of the beauty of this community. If you happen to see me, please say Hi … don’t worry, I don’t bite at all :p

My outfit

Hair ::: Emerson Blonde from Truth Hair

Clothing ::: Body Suit in Black from Moonstore & Xbody Mainstore

Shoes ::: Queluz Pump from Hucci Mainstore

Jewelries ::: Pearl Rain Fatpack from Mandala Mainstore

Sims ::: Just Another Tequila Sunrise and ~O~ Karaoke Lounge